AshesFromStars

Messy Room, originally uploaded by Melissa Gray.

This is a photo I took of my room on the 22nd April. It’s now the 3rd June and even though I tidied it all back then, it’s in an even worse state now. So my task for this afternoon is to completly gut it.

I’m going to rearrange it, throw out everything that I don’t need anymore (like 8 year old nail varnish, anyone?) and sell anything that’s still in good nick and people will find useful, like my old Dell Inspiron for spares & repairs only mind because it’s wrecked.

I can also see all my books being sold, they’re threatening to take over my room at the moment, as well as clothes. I have so many but can never find anything to wear. I’ve been to Oxfam 4 times so far this year and yet I still keep finding more clothes lying around…not to mention that bags and bags of my stuff that’s at the boyfriends house.

Right, enough blogging - I’m going to tidy. Anything to take my mind off the fact I’m not smoking and have a horrid pain in my lungs :/

Amy Winehouse, why do I have such an obsession with her car crash life? I’m not even that much of a fan of her music, but her life is riviting to me but it also makes me so sad that one person’s life could be so fucked up and what she needs is away from the cameras and to finally get clean - I pity her, feel for her and love her all at the same time. It’s a horrendous state of affairs really, the poor girl obviously needs to get checked into drug rehab again for her own safety.

Only yesterday she was given into trouble from court officials for passing on love messages to husband Blake Fielder-Civil during his hearing for his upcoming court case for perverting the course of justice, according to The Mirror. She also managed to be 4 hours late for the hearing!

Asked “How’s Blake looking?”, she replied: “He’s as gorgeous as f***. Haven’t you seen him before?” Minders then bundled her into a car.

Love, if you think he’s fit as fuck you really do need to clean up your act!

I’ve been looking at purchasing a new laptop for my partner. Yes, he has a super-dooper fast computer for all the games that we play but I’d love to get him a nice, reliable laptop for when he’s just wanting to sit and browse the internet, or even for when we’re out playing pool in his garage. There’s often a reason for us to jump online and check something when we’re out there and I usually do it via my iPod Touch, but that kills the battery a bit.

Saying that, I have just bought the pool table so he’ll have to wait a little while for a new laptop! And before I get him one, I need more ram for my laptop so that I can play The Sims 2 without it crashing all the time. Grr, so annoying!!